not alone

You know it's funny regardless of how many friends we might have or just how big is our support system, we still tend to feel alone. I was just chuckling to myself when I realized how many friends I have on Facebook, 140 some. Crazy......But I feel alone today, I have for the last few days. But I know that God is my sustainer and with Him I am not alone. I have to remind myself of that daily, especially lately......Daily right now sees more like monthly to me. But as a friend pointed out to me today, I am not alone in this struggle, God is directing my path. I am a woman based on feelings and emotions, so it is very difficult for me to grasp onto God and the fact that God is right there with me. I thrive on attention, as sad as that seems, many of us do I know. But when I have a friend there talking with me, hugging me, telling me it is okay, I feel better. I think God has pulled me out of my comfort zone for a reason, He wants me to grasp onto Him rather than running to others, to tangible things. So for now I will walk with "my head upward, one foot right in front of the other, and take one day at a time, with Him guiding me. Pushing me along at times I am sure, but I rest assured that He is there holding me up when I "feel" like I just can't take another step.